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這篇是搭配耶誕小短篇《Many Happy Returns》的,請自行google中字短片,內容是Anderson在調查福爾摩斯死亡案,懷疑他其實沒有死,Lestrade對於他無法正視「現實」感到可惜;另一邊,Lestrade整理了自己那邊的Sherlock遺物交給John,裡面有一個Sherlock因為缺席John的生日宴而錄的視頻...。

Many Happy Returns 年年有今日

So, Greg came around the other day. He had a load of stuff that had belonged to Sherlock. Just tat really. Nothing that even gets close to showing who or what he was. Stuff can't do that. Not physical stuff anyway. We've all got belongings and photos and furniture and books and... they're not who we are. They're just things we've accumulated over the years. They mean nothing.

某天,Greg過來坐了一下,送來了一些Sherlock留在他那裡的東西。真的謝謝他。裡面沒什麼可以突顯夏洛克個人特色的東西。東西本身本來沒辦法突顯一個人的為人和性格,身外之物就是如此。我們有許多東西、照片、家俱、書...,它們都無法代表我們。那只是我們經年累月累積出的物品,他們不代表什麼。

But then there was this DVD. It was a video of Sherlock recording a message for my birthday dinner. A bunch of us went to this restaurant in Soho. It was great, actually. Everyone was there. Mike, Harry, Greg, Mrs Hudson, the usual suspects. Except Sherlock. He didn't come because he was 'busy'. He wasn't busy, he just... sometimes he struggled to fit in. He couldn't switch off, couldn't relax. He just struggled with people, I think. Yet the video... it showed the other side to him. He was rude, yeah. Arrogant. Apparently lacking in anything resembling empathy. But I'd forgotten just how funny he could be. He was so charming. So... human. It's bizarre because most people would say he was the most inhuman person they'd ever met. But he wasn't. He was everything a good person should be. He'd just often say what he was thinking rather than lying to protect our feelings. Maybe we should all be more like that? Maybe we should all be more honest? Although maybe it was a good thing he didn't come to that birthday dinner...

但有張DVD在裡面。那是Sherlock錄來祝我生日快樂的。那天我們一群人去了Soho區的餐廳慶生,是個開心的一天,所有人都到了,Mike、Harry、Greg、Mrs Hudson、都是熟面孔,除了Sherlock。他沒來,因為他「很忙」,其實他不忙,他只是...他就是無法融入人群。他就不能把他的腦子暫時關掉,放鬆一下。我覺得他不善於面對人群。而這段影片...展現了他的另一面。他沒禮貌、他傲慢、身上沒有半點可稱為同情心的東西沒錯,但我忘了他也有有趣的一面。他是如此有魅力,如此...人性化。這麼說很奇怪,因為大部份的人都會認為他是世界上最沒人性的傢伙。但他不是沒人性。他身上有身為一個好人該有的所有特質,只是他常常想什麼就說什麼而懶得顧及旁人感受而已。也許我們才該跟他多學學?我們都該再誠實一點?說不定他沒來參加我的生日聚餐是件好事呢...

And now it's time for me to be honest. I'm meant to be keeping this blog to remind me of the good times. I know it's meant to be healthy but what's the point? I need to properly move on. I need to put it all behind me and move on.

時至今日,我也該坦誠以對了。我想繼續更新blog來記住那些往日時光,我也知道寫blog有益身心健康,不過又有什麼用呢?我需要繼續往前走,我該把過往的這些都拋在背後,然後繼續往前走了。

And I'm so tired of deleting comments from people who don't believe me. Who think all this is a lie. I know it was real. There are so many people out there who know that all this was real. They believed in Sherlock.

那些不相信我的人的留言我已經刪到累了。他們覺得這一切都是謊言,而我知道這都是真的,還有許多人也知道這一切都是真的,他們都相信夏洛克。

And I've found someone. So I should concentrate on that.

我已經找到對象了。我應該要在對方身上多花點心思。

So this'll be my last blog.

所以這會是我最後一次更新blog。

Sherlock, you bastard, wherever you are. Cheers.

Sherlock你這混蛋,不管你在哪,乾杯。

John.

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這篇真是該死得太摧淚了啦>_<,當看到短片中影片裡的Sherlock和電視前的John對上話的那一刻,心全都揪在一起了,Sherlock你快點回來~~烏烏,人生有幸能得到一個這樣的朋友,因為他是如此誠實到無禮的程度,所以一旦交心也就永遠不會改變了,我有這種朋友嗎XD。好像沒有。哈哈。

期待第三季的下週首播!

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